be grateful...........

Salam ..........

its raining heavily nowadays,its been hot few weeks back,im just grateful for what it is,be grateful for what you have and don't have...family n friends are precious to me ,iam grateful for having them in my life,i do hope and i pray all people around me always happy and have a blessed life,take care everyone,no matter where n who you r...n take great care of your health............

1 year;)

Salam

My blog turns 1 year last Sunday;),hmm how time fly ,sometimes so many things in my mind i want to write but still i didn't write any,still don't have the momentum in doing constant writing.............so i hope this year all will be change...write yan!write something;)

Last monday mom's got ultrasound appt to check her kidney the result will be known on next nephro appt on July or depends if there r any call from hospital to give a new date,and on tuesday mom's regular appt with dr,the kidney reading is not good right now,also the sugar reading,bp and cholestrol looks ok,the dr was so young ,always i have to tolerate with all the practical dr ,yes i know they are in the process of learning but sometimes with mom condition i need senior dr to attend her,i went to the pharmacy to take mom's medicine and the pharmacist there change the dose that had been given by the intern dr earlier ..hmmm thank god there's other party to double check..that's a lot to be angry of but i just calm down n give my 1cent opinion to the pharmacist regarding this matter...

everything gone as usual,the day still hot...i hope everyone will be happy no matter where you are,happiness sometimes can be found sometimes we need to search it ,for me its all from within,the happiness of people around us can affect us too,so i wish for my happiness and for all the people around me too..........take cr everyone,love u all;)

february ..;)

February begin with hot weather,chinese new year coming and its hot as usual,there's a day that i totally can negotiate with it...oh..

days gone as usual, nothing special.small things can brings smile n make me happy... when i have chance to go out n chill out with my fren,even for a short meeting its just nice for me,i appreciate it very much ,a simple chat,updates ,that's means a lot to me,thanks fren you know who you r..;)

22 century...

January 2010 ,the 22 century...has arrived,my new year starts with overwhelming feelings ... the first day of new year im enjoying and mesmerized by anuar zain beautiful voice...miss the concert at Istana Budaya n thank Allah got the chance to watch the show loud n clear at the comfy of the living room,i believe the feeling will not be the same from those who lucky enough to watch anuar's live performance,i love you man ,love your voice ,love your song very much!

second day of new year meeting old friends,STJ8993 reunion at nik's house,mini gathering actually,it takes 17 years ,n im glad to see all of them,how the time flies and im glad to be part of them,hmm stj full of memories!the good all days,the memory that i will always keep in my memory bank,thanks guys for being my friend for all these years....may Allah bless all of us...............

january is near to end...wishing every body a prosperous year ahead,peace ,believe in love n ...take gud care ,love you all.................


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You put the beautiful in life ...........this dance

This Dance ~ Five for fighting

This is not our favorite song
but the night is moving right along
may I have your hand, may I have this dance.

I sense that you are amused,
but you just bought those brand new shoes.
It would such a shame not to give us the chance.

And oh my love there is only so many dances we can take across the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

I know at times that you feel alone
when I'm here and I'm never home.
You said before is the price that you pay.

On matters of clarity
is not secret you are carrying me.
But you disguise thoughts of fall
I will keep you safe.

And oh my love there is only so many dances we can take across the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

And oh....
oh...oh...

This is not our favorite song
but I wish it go on and on
it's moments like these
singers do all they can to stop time.

So let me just say to you
before the DJ changes the tune
you put the beautiful in life
you put the beautiful in life.

November Rain...............

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

by Gun n Roses

hoping for the best

its been a while,time flies ,june ,july august n now september...n seems that 2009 will end in just a blink....now month of ramadan ,month full of barakah and syawal is just around the corner.....this year i didn't really feel the eagerness towards the celebration wonder why hope this feelings will change ....

and the past few months make me realized life is too short,its started with July,my neighbor kak ani passed away due to cancer,i didn't manage to see her face for the last time and still i thank god i reached home just on time when they just want to carry her out from her house n i can't help my self to burst into tears at the cemetery ,i tried my best to stay calm but i just can't,kak ani may Allah bless you always,Alfatihah.

july 16 ,my mom's 68 birthday,we have a small celebration a surprise for her...mom's getting older n i wish her a good health and every happiness in her life...that's not much i can do for her,but i hope and i pray Allah will blessed my Mom forever

Allah is really great ,will take us when the time will come without any delays n no one can ever stop it, several people that touch my heart with their works have gone one by one ,my favourite director that i always adore the film and advert that she makes ,the pop singer that reminds me of my youngsters years and the lead singer of the nasyid group of Rabbani that always make my heart feel so much calm when i heard him singing n praising Allah Al mighty,never ever got chance to meet him but when i heard his gone i feel so so sad...Alfatihah to all of them ...

Ramadan will leave me in just one week,is there any ramadan for me for the next coming years? nobody knows only Allah knows ...i'm hoping that Allah will forgive me and blessed me until the end of the time.......

Welcome Syawal..Salam Eid Mubarak to all my friends and family,forgive me n may Allah bless us always.............amin...