its been a while,time flies ,june ,july august n now september...n seems that 2009 will end in just a blink....now month of ramadan ,month full of barakah and syawal is just around the corner.....this year i didn't really feel the eagerness towards the celebration wonder why hope this feelings will change ....
and the past few months make me realized life is too short,its started with July,my neighbor kak ani passed away due to cancer,i didn't manage to see her face for the last time and still i thank god i reached home just on time when they just want to carry her out from her house n i can't help my self to burst into tears at the cemetery ,i tried my best to stay calm but i just can't,kak ani may Allah bless you always,Alfatihah.
july 16 ,my mom's 68 birthday,we have a small celebration a surprise for her...mom's getting older n i wish her a good health and every happiness in her life...that's not much i can do for her,but i hope and i pray Allah will blessed my Mom forever
Allah is really great ,will take us when the time will come without any delays n no one can ever stop it, several people that touch my heart with their works have gone one by one ,my favourite director that i always adore the film and advert that she makes ,the pop singer that reminds me of my youngsters years and the lead singer of the nasyid group of Rabbani that always make my heart feel so much calm when i heard him singing n praising Allah Al mighty,never ever got chance to meet him but when i heard his gone i feel so so sad...Alfatihah to all of them ...
Ramadan will leave me in just one week,is there any ramadan for me for the next coming years? nobody knows only Allah knows ...i'm hoping that Allah will forgive me and blessed me until the end of the time.......
Welcome Syawal..Salam Eid Mubarak to all my friends and family,forgive me n may Allah bless us always.............amin...
Saturday, September 12, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
angel
Angel by Robbie Williams
I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cause I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
Chorus:
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She brings flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
Chorus
I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cause I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
Chorus:
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead
When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She brings flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead
Chorus
Monday, July 27, 2009
............................
I GO BY PETE TEO
So long, fare thee well,
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell,
So turn down this bed of stone,
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong,
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go
I go...
Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face”
So long, fare thee well,
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell,
So turn down this bed of stone,
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong,
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go
I go...
Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face”
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
when i c u smile
it's been a while,i have a great weekend ,meet up with gud friends Nik and Fied.On friday i went to Nik's house ,chit chat while helping her decorating the cup cakes (anybody want to order delicious and beautiful cup cakes can order it with my friends nik ;),its been a while i dun have chance to meet her,we also make cup cakes for Fied ,for the opening of her new studio/gym ,i have a great time on that night with Nik ( we sleep at 4am fuyoh)
The next day we went to meet Fied at the opening of her new studio/gym ,FIT 2 FUN gym/studio located at 15 Jln Bunga Raya 8,Taman Tasik Jaya Senawang .Congratulation Mek...;)So everybody do drop by and have fun there .
both of them are part of joy of my life ,friends that i always can rely on,i'm so happy just to be with them;)Nik said that my face looks glowing,i said yalah you bring SMILE to my face definitely it will glows;)
i'm blessed with gud friends around me...i'm happy to meet them,to see smile on their faces ,i appreciate this moment because everybody got their own commitments and we hardly can meet up like this time.. so babes take gud care n thanks for being with me......this song for both of you and to all my friends...keep smiling ya.May Allah bless US always..........;)
MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONG....
When I See You Smile ~Bad English
Sometimes I wonder If I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
and then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
and everything's alright, everything's alright
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
and one look at you baby
It's all I¹ll ever need, All I'll ever need
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile baby
Baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile Yeah I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything now
When I see you smile Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile
Smile at me
The next day we went to meet Fied at the opening of her new studio/gym ,FIT 2 FUN gym/studio located at 15 Jln Bunga Raya 8,Taman Tasik Jaya Senawang .Congratulation Mek...;)So everybody do drop by and have fun there .
both of them are part of joy of my life ,friends that i always can rely on,i'm so happy just to be with them;)Nik said that my face looks glowing,i said yalah you bring SMILE to my face definitely it will glows;)
i'm blessed with gud friends around me...i'm happy to meet them,to see smile on their faces ,i appreciate this moment because everybody got their own commitments and we hardly can meet up like this time.. so babes take gud care n thanks for being with me......this song for both of you and to all my friends...keep smiling ya.May Allah bless US always..........;)
MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONG....
When I See You Smile ~Bad English
Sometimes I wonder If I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue
Cause sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
and then I see you reach for me
Sometimes I wanna give up wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
and everything's alright, everything's alright
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me
Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew
And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
and one look at you baby
It's all I¹ll ever need, All I'll ever need
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile baby
Baby when I see you smile at me
Sometimes I wanna give up I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright
When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile Yeah I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything now
When I see you smile Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile
Smile at me
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
through the years
Through the years by Kenny Rogers ,i just love this song lately ,so cool ,the lyrics the music i just like it.days n weeks seems so ...ehmm don't know what to write to describe it ,sometimes we do things that we don't want to do,hear things that we don't want to hear and many other things that will put us in the place what should i say,conflict of interest ,but as long as we live this things whether we like it or not we have to face it through the years...;) so face it and just do it.I will try to appreciate all the things that i have n i don't have,be happy for others,cheers for others,pray for others even though i can't be so noble anytime anywhere but i will try n i will do it....doesn't cost much just to be happy for others right;) ...this song i dedicate to all people around me friends ,family n especially to my mom n 'dad'....
through the years - kenny rogers
I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do
Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years
I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more
Through the years, through all the good and bad
I KNOW how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years
Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what life's about, by loving you
Through the years
Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years...
through the years - kenny rogers
I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do
Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years
I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more
Through the years, through all the good and bad
I KNOW how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years
Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what life's about, by loving you
Through the years
Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years...
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
happy mothers day n ouch
Few weeks back ,were not a happy weeks for me, with bad cough followed by flu and fever ,its so terrible n the cough had disturbed my good nite sleep ,make me feels so dizzy in daytime…the day was so hot adding all in all became worst…but now Alhamdulillah I had recovered slowly …..
Last two weeks was the final for OIAM3 ,aweera managed to perform in the final ,thank god ,even though he didn’t won the first place its doesn’t matter he’s still the winner for me…and I love his performance, he sang a medley song for his first performance n followed by his own song Ku Disini, and I make everybody in the house votes for him ha ha the bill will be a bomb next month. tomok was the instant millionaire on that night.ehmm a small note my fever start a day after the final …n my friends keep teasing me ,its all about aweera ha ha so funny…btw good luck Aweera may all your wishes will comes true after this,there will be a long……journey.
And last Sunday is Mothers Day……….happy mothers day to my MOM,u r my everything n thank you for all the unconditional loves that had been given through all this years ,thanks mom, there’s no such word that I can really write to described it ,its more than words, i want to be an Angel for you every time you need me but sometimes i just can't make it,when there's a bad cloud covering me ,i may hurt your feelings unintentionally ,so forgive me ,your daughter is just an ordinary human that wish to be an angel for you anytime anywhere,may Allah bless you mom…………my love will always for you,and to all mothers out there ,you are the greatest!
Today as usual I went to the hospital to take my mom’s medicine, then I went to a bank ,I have a great discussion with the financial executive , listening to her advice make me realized how I’ve been so late in taking serious consideration in managing my money when I still in the industry, now a bit hard for me after so many years hmm,but never mind I’ll take things positively…they will be a light at the end of the tunnel insyaallah….
And today ,I had somebody else to wash my hair n cleans my teeth he he,I saw a cheap offer for hair wash,ahh why not,I’m not really into the washing but I just need the massaging …after a bad fever I need someone to pamper me and talks about cleaning my teeth I suddenly got the guts to meet the dentist ,I’m a phobia type of meeting a doctor especially a dentist, but today I just need one treatment just to check my teeth after so many years huhu ,talks about doctors my ex boss had to forced me by switching off my computer and ask somebody to sent me to the clinic,I had a really bad fever that time and I just don’t want to go to the clinic (I’m so afraid to meet the doctor lah boss) n wants to carry on doing my job ,so stubborn n at last I’ve break my record for not taking any MC in two years time ,yeah a MC for me…and a long advice from the doctor you need to rest bla bla bla bla;)..back to the dentist there are butterflies in my stomach just before I meet him hehe,and when the nurse asked me to step up to the seat I can feel my hands shaking how terrible and at last I just have to open my mouth n lets the dentist to do his things …a friend said if the doctor is good looking it will be easier for me…hmm I wish I can have the power just to select only the good looking one to check me, unfortunately my dentist for today ok lah, hmm I think he’s handsome at his young age ,now sudah tua already but he’s nice,tq doc but ..i just can hear the sound of the machine until now n I feel so NGILU ouch!thank god he done it so so fast!...ehm what a day!take care everyone…I love you all …. love you mom…forever;)
Last two weeks was the final for OIAM3 ,aweera managed to perform in the final ,thank god ,even though he didn’t won the first place its doesn’t matter he’s still the winner for me…and I love his performance, he sang a medley song for his first performance n followed by his own song Ku Disini, and I make everybody in the house votes for him ha ha the bill will be a bomb next month. tomok was the instant millionaire on that night.ehmm a small note my fever start a day after the final …n my friends keep teasing me ,its all about aweera ha ha so funny…btw good luck Aweera may all your wishes will comes true after this,there will be a long……journey.
And last Sunday is Mothers Day……….happy mothers day to my MOM,u r my everything n thank you for all the unconditional loves that had been given through all this years ,thanks mom, there’s no such word that I can really write to described it ,its more than words, i want to be an Angel for you every time you need me but sometimes i just can't make it,when there's a bad cloud covering me ,i may hurt your feelings unintentionally ,so forgive me ,your daughter is just an ordinary human that wish to be an angel for you anytime anywhere,may Allah bless you mom…………my love will always for you,and to all mothers out there ,you are the greatest!
Today as usual I went to the hospital to take my mom’s medicine, then I went to a bank ,I have a great discussion with the financial executive , listening to her advice make me realized how I’ve been so late in taking serious consideration in managing my money when I still in the industry, now a bit hard for me after so many years hmm,but never mind I’ll take things positively…they will be a light at the end of the tunnel insyaallah….
And today ,I had somebody else to wash my hair n cleans my teeth he he,I saw a cheap offer for hair wash,ahh why not,I’m not really into the washing but I just need the massaging …after a bad fever I need someone to pamper me and talks about cleaning my teeth I suddenly got the guts to meet the dentist ,I’m a phobia type of meeting a doctor especially a dentist, but today I just need one treatment just to check my teeth after so many years huhu ,talks about doctors my ex boss had to forced me by switching off my computer and ask somebody to sent me to the clinic,I had a really bad fever that time and I just don’t want to go to the clinic (I’m so afraid to meet the doctor lah boss) n wants to carry on doing my job ,so stubborn n at last I’ve break my record for not taking any MC in two years time ,yeah a MC for me…and a long advice from the doctor you need to rest bla bla bla bla;)..back to the dentist there are butterflies in my stomach just before I meet him hehe,and when the nurse asked me to step up to the seat I can feel my hands shaking how terrible and at last I just have to open my mouth n lets the dentist to do his things …a friend said if the doctor is good looking it will be easier for me…hmm I wish I can have the power just to select only the good looking one to check me, unfortunately my dentist for today ok lah, hmm I think he’s handsome at his young age ,now sudah tua already but he’s nice,tq doc but ..i just can hear the sound of the machine until now n I feel so NGILU ouch!thank god he done it so so fast!...ehm what a day!take care everyone…I love you all …. love you mom…forever;)
Friday, April 24, 2009
hot day with hot dudes amy search n aweeraOIAM3
it's a hot day today,really hot n makes me pening a bit,my friday morning starts with a parcel ,yeah a gift from warner music David Foster & Friends Cd ,consist of CD/DVD with 2hrs concert footage,9 live audio tracks and behind the scene footage, just yesterday(EARTH DAY ) a guy erwin from warner music if i'm not mistaken give me a ring to reconfirm my address n here today i've got it.A gift ?how do i get it,its from The breakfast show simple question to win this cd ,name 2 artist featuring in this cd n give a slogan i love watching tbs because....and send your email to bla bla bla, its about weeks ago and i didn't expect i've won it because i already forgot about it until yesterday when erwin called,ha ha thanks a lot to the breakfast show and warner music.I enjoy this gift very very much;)
and talk about tbs my idol singer Amy Search was there today ,and i'm stunned just to watch him and suddenly i can't find tbs no in my fon to call in, and i lost my opportunity to talk to him n win the search concert ticket wa wa wa:( nevermind lah what i want to say to him is.... ALL THE BEST TO SEARCH ESPECIALLY ABANG AMY SEARCH HOPE YOU HAVE EVERY HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE ,THANKS FOR ALL THESE YEARS I'M ENJOYING YOUR VOICE,YOUR MUSIC AND YOUR PERFORMANCE,N KEEP ON ROCKIN....PHEWIT......u sang Aku dah bosan but bro believes me, we your fan would never ever bored of you!..........i wish SEARCH will perform at Dewan Philharmonic ,a legend like him should perform there !
hmmm back to David Foster Cd that i've won,David foster ?who's david foster ,he's the brilliant (the producers)behind the worlds biggest singers and the biggest hits namely Celine Dion,Peter Cetera ,Andrea Bocelli,Josh Groban ,Michael Buble,Barbra Streisand and many more ....there goes my morning a great gift;) from warner music and a bit sad lost opportunity to talk to abang amy search!:(
and at night i watched One In A Millions Season3(OIAM3) ,hmm nine out today ,feel sorry for him,he had a great voice too,for me all the contestant this season are very unique in their own ways and very talented Tomok with the new ways not the newboys way that i'm sorry to say i don't like (hate)it and thank god he changed!,and esther she had a very wonderful voice i had to agree that and want to know who i vote this time yeah Aweera (reminds me on AMY search)the talented rocker from Perlis ,just love his voice and performance he sang two songs tonite Gemilang and Aku dah bosan from amy search phewit....,i'm glad enough he's in top three,hope they will be no elimination on final week next friday night,would like to see Aweera performs on the final nite,gud luck and all the best AWEERA!
and talk about tbs my idol singer Amy Search was there today ,and i'm stunned just to watch him and suddenly i can't find tbs no in my fon to call in, and i lost my opportunity to talk to him n win the search concert ticket wa wa wa:( nevermind lah what i want to say to him is.... ALL THE BEST TO SEARCH ESPECIALLY ABANG AMY SEARCH HOPE YOU HAVE EVERY HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE ,THANKS FOR ALL THESE YEARS I'M ENJOYING YOUR VOICE,YOUR MUSIC AND YOUR PERFORMANCE,N KEEP ON ROCKIN....PHEWIT......u sang Aku dah bosan but bro believes me, we your fan would never ever bored of you!..........i wish SEARCH will perform at Dewan Philharmonic ,a legend like him should perform there !
hmmm back to David Foster Cd that i've won,David foster ?who's david foster ,he's the brilliant (the producers)behind the worlds biggest singers and the biggest hits namely Celine Dion,Peter Cetera ,Andrea Bocelli,Josh Groban ,Michael Buble,Barbra Streisand and many more ....there goes my morning a great gift;) from warner music and a bit sad lost opportunity to talk to abang amy search!:(
and at night i watched One In A Millions Season3(OIAM3) ,hmm nine out today ,feel sorry for him,he had a great voice too,for me all the contestant this season are very unique in their own ways and very talented Tomok with the new ways not the newboys way that i'm sorry to say i don't like (hate)it and thank god he changed!,and esther she had a very wonderful voice i had to agree that and want to know who i vote this time yeah Aweera (reminds me on AMY search)the talented rocker from Perlis ,just love his voice and performance he sang two songs tonite Gemilang and Aku dah bosan from amy search phewit....,i'm glad enough he's in top three,hope they will be no elimination on final week next friday night,would like to see Aweera performs on the final nite,gud luck and all the best AWEERA!
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