Wednesday, May 27, 2009

through the years

Through the years by Kenny Rogers ,i just love this song lately ,so cool ,the lyrics the music i just like it.days n weeks seems so ...ehmm don't know what to write to describe it ,sometimes we do things that we don't want to do,hear things that we don't want to hear and many other things that will put us in the place what should i say,conflict of interest ,but as long as we live this things whether we like it or not we have to face it through the years...;) so face it and just do it.I will try to appreciate all the things that i have n i don't have,be happy for others,cheers for others,pray for others even though i can't be so noble anytime anywhere but i will try n i will do it....doesn't cost much just to be happy for others right;) ...this song i dedicate to all people around me friends ,family n especially to my mom n 'dad'....

through the years - kenny rogers

I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad
I KNOW how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years


Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what life's about, by loving you
Through the years

Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

happy mothers day n ouch

Few weeks back ,were not a happy weeks for me, with bad cough followed by flu and fever ,its so terrible n the cough had disturbed my good nite sleep ,make me feels so dizzy in daytime…the day was so hot adding all in all became worst…but now Alhamdulillah I had recovered slowly …..

Last two weeks was the final for OIAM3 ,aweera managed to perform in the final ,thank god ,even though he didn’t won the first place its doesn’t matter he’s still the winner for me…and I love his performance, he sang a medley song for his first performance n followed by his own song Ku Disini, and I make everybody in the house votes for him ha ha the bill will be a bomb next month. tomok was the instant millionaire on that night.ehmm a small note my fever start a day after the final …n my friends keep teasing me ,its all about aweera ha ha so funny…btw good luck Aweera may all your wishes will comes true after this,there will be a long……journey.

And last Sunday is Mothers Day……….happy mothers day to my MOM,u r my everything n thank you for all the unconditional loves that had been given through all this years ,thanks mom, there’s no such word that I can really write to described it ,its more than words, i want to be an Angel for you every time you need me but sometimes i just can't make it,when there's a bad cloud covering me ,i may hurt your feelings unintentionally ,so forgive me ,your daughter is just an ordinary human that wish to be an angel for you anytime anywhere,may Allah bless you mom…………my love will always for you,and to all mothers out there ,you are the greatest!

Today as usual I went to the hospital to take my mom’s medicine, then I went to a bank ,I have a great discussion with the financial executive , listening to her advice make me realized how I’ve been so late in taking serious consideration in managing my money when I still in the industry, now a bit hard for me after so many years hmm,but never mind I’ll take things positively…they will be a light at the end of the tunnel insyaallah….

And today ,I had somebody else to wash my hair n cleans my teeth he he,I saw a cheap offer for hair wash,ahh why not,I’m not really into the washing but I just need the massaging …after a bad fever I need someone to pamper me and talks about cleaning my teeth I suddenly got the guts to meet the dentist ,I’m a phobia type of meeting a doctor especially a dentist, but today I just need one treatment just to check my teeth after so many years huhu ,talks about doctors my ex boss had to forced me by switching off my computer and ask somebody to sent me to the clinic,I had a really bad fever that time and I just don’t want to go to the clinic (I’m so afraid to meet the doctor lah boss) n wants to carry on doing my job ,so stubborn n at last I’ve break my record for not taking any MC in two years time ,yeah a MC for me…and a long advice from the doctor you need to rest bla bla bla bla;)..back to the dentist there are butterflies in my stomach just before I meet him hehe,and when the nurse asked me to step up to the seat I can feel my hands shaking how terrible and at last I just have to open my mouth n lets the dentist to do his things …a friend said if the doctor is good looking it will be easier for me…hmm I wish I can have the power just to select only the good looking one to check me, unfortunately my dentist for today ok lah, hmm I think he’s handsome at his young age ,now sudah tua already but he’s nice,tq doc but ..i just can hear the sound of the machine until now n I feel so NGILU ouch!thank god he done it so so fast!...ehm what a day!take care everyone…I love you all …. love you mom…forever;)