Saturday, September 12, 2009

hoping for the best

its been a while,time flies ,june ,july august n now september...n seems that 2009 will end in just a blink....now month of ramadan ,month full of barakah and syawal is just around the corner.....this year i didn't really feel the eagerness towards the celebration wonder why hope this feelings will change ....

and the past few months make me realized life is too short,its started with July,my neighbor kak ani passed away due to cancer,i didn't manage to see her face for the last time and still i thank god i reached home just on time when they just want to carry her out from her house n i can't help my self to burst into tears at the cemetery ,i tried my best to stay calm but i just can't,kak ani may Allah bless you always,Alfatihah.

july 16 ,my mom's 68 birthday,we have a small celebration a surprise for her...mom's getting older n i wish her a good health and every happiness in her life...that's not much i can do for her,but i hope and i pray Allah will blessed my Mom forever

Allah is really great ,will take us when the time will come without any delays n no one can ever stop it, several people that touch my heart with their works have gone one by one ,my favourite director that i always adore the film and advert that she makes ,the pop singer that reminds me of my youngsters years and the lead singer of the nasyid group of Rabbani that always make my heart feel so much calm when i heard him singing n praising Allah Al mighty,never ever got chance to meet him but when i heard his gone i feel so so sad...Alfatihah to all of them ...

Ramadan will leave me in just one week,is there any ramadan for me for the next coming years? nobody knows only Allah knows ...i'm hoping that Allah will forgive me and blessed me until the end of the time.......

Welcome Syawal..Salam Eid Mubarak to all my friends and family,forgive me n may Allah bless us always.............amin...