You put the beautiful in life ...........this dance

This Dance ~ Five for fighting

This is not our favorite song
but the night is moving right along
may I have your hand, may I have this dance.

I sense that you are amused,
but you just bought those brand new shoes.
It would such a shame not to give us the chance.

And oh my love there is only so many dances we can take across the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

I know at times that you feel alone
when I'm here and I'm never home.
You said before is the price that you pay.

On matters of clarity
is not secret you are carrying me.
But you disguise thoughts of fall
I will keep you safe.

And oh my love there is only so many dances we can take across the night.

So while is just me and you
I thought I might say to you
You put the beautiful in life.

And oh....
oh...oh...

This is not our favorite song
but I wish it go on and on
it's moments like these
singers do all they can to stop time.

So let me just say to you
before the DJ changes the tune
you put the beautiful in life
you put the beautiful in life.

November Rain...............

When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
But lovers always come and lovers always go
An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
So if you want to love me
then darlin' don't refrain
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain

Do you need some time...on your own
Do you need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone
I know it's hard to keep an open heart
When even friends seem out to harm you
But if you could heal a broken heart
Wouldn't time be out to charm you

Sometimes I need some time...on my
own Sometimes I need some time...all alone
Everybody needs some time...on their own
Don't you know you need some time...all alone

And when your fears subside
And shadows still remain, ohhh yeahhh
I know that you can love me
When there's no one left to blame
So never mind the darkness
We still can find a way
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
Even cold November rain


Don't ya think that you need somebody
Don't ya think that you need someone
Everybody needs somebody
You're not the only one
You're not the only one

by Gun n Roses

hoping for the best

its been a while,time flies ,june ,july august n now september...n seems that 2009 will end in just a blink....now month of ramadan ,month full of barakah and syawal is just around the corner.....this year i didn't really feel the eagerness towards the celebration wonder why hope this feelings will change ....

and the past few months make me realized life is too short,its started with July,my neighbor kak ani passed away due to cancer,i didn't manage to see her face for the last time and still i thank god i reached home just on time when they just want to carry her out from her house n i can't help my self to burst into tears at the cemetery ,i tried my best to stay calm but i just can't,kak ani may Allah bless you always,Alfatihah.

july 16 ,my mom's 68 birthday,we have a small celebration a surprise for her...mom's getting older n i wish her a good health and every happiness in her life...that's not much i can do for her,but i hope and i pray Allah will blessed my Mom forever

Allah is really great ,will take us when the time will come without any delays n no one can ever stop it, several people that touch my heart with their works have gone one by one ,my favourite director that i always adore the film and advert that she makes ,the pop singer that reminds me of my youngsters years and the lead singer of the nasyid group of Rabbani that always make my heart feel so much calm when i heard him singing n praising Allah Al mighty,never ever got chance to meet him but when i heard his gone i feel so so sad...Alfatihah to all of them ...

Ramadan will leave me in just one week,is there any ramadan for me for the next coming years? nobody knows only Allah knows ...i'm hoping that Allah will forgive me and blessed me until the end of the time.......

Welcome Syawal..Salam Eid Mubarak to all my friends and family,forgive me n may Allah bless us always.............amin...

angel

Angel by Robbie Williams

I sit and wait
does an angel contemplate my fate
And do they know
The places where we go
When we're grey and old
'cause I have been told
That salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed
Thoughts running through my head
And I feel that love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus:
And through it all she offers me protection
A lot of love and affection
Whether I'm right or wrong
And down the waterfall
Wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
When I come to call
She won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

When I'm feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
And I know I'll always be blessed with love
And as the feeling grows
She brings flesh to my bones
And when love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

Chorus

............................

I GO BY PETE TEO

So long, fare thee well,
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell,
So turn down this bed of stone,
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong,

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go
I go...

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face”

when i c u smile

it's been a while,i have a great weekend ,meet up with gud friends Nik and Fied.On friday i went to Nik's house ,chit chat while helping her decorating the cup cakes (anybody want to order delicious and beautiful cup cakes can order it with my friends nik ;),its been a while i dun have chance to meet her,we also make cup cakes for Fied ,for the opening of her new studio/gym ,i have a great time on that night with Nik ( we sleep at 4am fuyoh)

The next day we went to meet Fied at the opening of her new studio/gym ,FIT 2 FUN gym/studio located at 15 Jln Bunga Raya 8,Taman Tasik Jaya Senawang .Congratulation Mek...;)So everybody do drop by and have fun there .

both of them are part of joy of my life ,friends that i always can rely on,i'm so happy just to be with them;)Nik said that my face looks glowing,i said yalah you bring SMILE to my face definitely it will glows;)

i'm blessed with gud friends around me...i'm happy to meet them,to see smile on their faces ,i appreciate this moment because everybody got their own commitments and we hardly can meet up like this time.. so babes take gud care n thanks for being with me......this song for both of you and to all my friends...keep smiling ya.May Allah bless US always..........;)




MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE SONG....
When I See You Smile ~Bad English

Sometimes I wonder If I'd ever make it through
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

Cause sometimes it seems like this world's closing in on me
And there's no way of breaking free
and then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
and everything's alright, everything's alright

When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world that could ever do
What the touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling, I don't feel it
Cause you're here with me now
and one look at you baby
It's all I¹ll ever need, All I'll ever need

When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile baby
Baby when I see you smile at me

Sometimes I wanna give up I wanna give in
I wanna quit the fight
Then one look at you baby
And everything's alright
Hey everything's alright
It's alright

When I see you smile I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything
When I see you smile I see a ray of light
Oh I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile Yeah I can face the world
Oh you know I can do anything now

When I see you smile Oh yeah
Baby when I see you smile
Smile at me

through the years

Through the years by Kenny Rogers ,i just love this song lately ,so cool ,the lyrics the music i just like it.days n weeks seems so ...ehmm don't know what to write to describe it ,sometimes we do things that we don't want to do,hear things that we don't want to hear and many other things that will put us in the place what should i say,conflict of interest ,but as long as we live this things whether we like it or not we have to face it through the years...;) so face it and just do it.I will try to appreciate all the things that i have n i don't have,be happy for others,cheers for others,pray for others even though i can't be so noble anytime anywhere but i will try n i will do it....doesn't cost much just to be happy for others right;) ...this song i dedicate to all people around me friends ,family n especially to my mom n 'dad'....

through the years - kenny rogers

I can't remember when you weren't there
When I didn't care for anyone but you
I swear we've been through everything there is
Can't imagine anything we've missed
Can't imagine anything the two of us can't do

Through the years, you've never let me down
You turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
I've never been afraid, I've loved the life we've made
And I'm so glad I've stayed, right here with you
Through the years

I can't remember what I used to do
Who I trusted, who I listened to before
I swear you taught me everything I know
Can't imagine needing someone so
But through the years it seems to me
I need you more and more

Through the years, through all the good and bad
I KNOW how much we had, I've always been so glad
To be with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years


Through the years, when everything went wrong
Together we were strong, I know that I belong
Right here with you ... Through the years
I never had a doubt, we'd always work things out
I've learned what life's about, by loving you
Through the years

Through the years, you've never let me down
You've turned my life around, the sweetest days I've found
I've found with you ... Through the years
It's better every day, you've kissed my tears away
As long as it's okay, I'll stay with you
Through the years...

happy mothers day n ouch

Few weeks back ,were not a happy weeks for me, with bad cough followed by flu and fever ,its so terrible n the cough had disturbed my good nite sleep ,make me feels so dizzy in daytime…the day was so hot adding all in all became worst…but now Alhamdulillah I had recovered slowly …..

Last two weeks was the final for OIAM3 ,aweera managed to perform in the final ,thank god ,even though he didn’t won the first place its doesn’t matter he’s still the winner for me…and I love his performance, he sang a medley song for his first performance n followed by his own song Ku Disini, and I make everybody in the house votes for him ha ha the bill will be a bomb next month. tomok was the instant millionaire on that night.ehmm a small note my fever start a day after the final …n my friends keep teasing me ,its all about aweera ha ha so funny…btw good luck Aweera may all your wishes will comes true after this,there will be a long……journey.

And last Sunday is Mothers Day……….happy mothers day to my MOM,u r my everything n thank you for all the unconditional loves that had been given through all this years ,thanks mom, there’s no such word that I can really write to described it ,its more than words, i want to be an Angel for you every time you need me but sometimes i just can't make it,when there's a bad cloud covering me ,i may hurt your feelings unintentionally ,so forgive me ,your daughter is just an ordinary human that wish to be an angel for you anytime anywhere,may Allah bless you mom…………my love will always for you,and to all mothers out there ,you are the greatest!

Today as usual I went to the hospital to take my mom’s medicine, then I went to a bank ,I have a great discussion with the financial executive , listening to her advice make me realized how I’ve been so late in taking serious consideration in managing my money when I still in the industry, now a bit hard for me after so many years hmm,but never mind I’ll take things positively…they will be a light at the end of the tunnel insyaallah….

And today ,I had somebody else to wash my hair n cleans my teeth he he,I saw a cheap offer for hair wash,ahh why not,I’m not really into the washing but I just need the massaging …after a bad fever I need someone to pamper me and talks about cleaning my teeth I suddenly got the guts to meet the dentist ,I’m a phobia type of meeting a doctor especially a dentist, but today I just need one treatment just to check my teeth after so many years huhu ,talks about doctors my ex boss had to forced me by switching off my computer and ask somebody to sent me to the clinic,I had a really bad fever that time and I just don’t want to go to the clinic (I’m so afraid to meet the doctor lah boss) n wants to carry on doing my job ,so stubborn n at last I’ve break my record for not taking any MC in two years time ,yeah a MC for me…and a long advice from the doctor you need to rest bla bla bla bla;)..back to the dentist there are butterflies in my stomach just before I meet him hehe,and when the nurse asked me to step up to the seat I can feel my hands shaking how terrible and at last I just have to open my mouth n lets the dentist to do his things …a friend said if the doctor is good looking it will be easier for me…hmm I wish I can have the power just to select only the good looking one to check me, unfortunately my dentist for today ok lah, hmm I think he’s handsome at his young age ,now sudah tua already but he’s nice,tq doc but ..i just can hear the sound of the machine until now n I feel so NGILU ouch!thank god he done it so so fast!...ehm what a day!take care everyone…I love you all …. love you mom…forever;)

hot day with hot dudes amy search n aweeraOIAM3

it's a hot day today,really hot n makes me pening a bit,my friday morning starts with a parcel ,yeah a gift from warner music David Foster & Friends Cd ,consist of CD/DVD with 2hrs concert footage,9 live audio tracks and behind the scene footage, just yesterday(EARTH DAY ) a guy erwin from warner music if i'm not mistaken give me a ring to reconfirm my address n here today i've got it.A gift ?how do i get it,its from The breakfast show simple question to win this cd ,name 2 artist featuring in this cd n give a slogan i love watching tbs because....and send your email to bla bla bla, its about weeks ago and i didn't expect i've won it because i already forgot about it until yesterday when erwin called,ha ha thanks a lot to the breakfast show and warner music.I enjoy this gift very very much;)

and talk about tbs my idol singer Amy Search was there today ,and i'm stunned just to watch him and suddenly i can't find tbs no in my fon to call in, and i lost my opportunity to talk to him n win the search concert ticket wa wa wa:( nevermind lah what i want to say to him is.... ALL THE BEST TO SEARCH ESPECIALLY ABANG AMY SEARCH HOPE YOU HAVE EVERY HAPPINESS IN YOUR LIFE ,THANKS FOR ALL THESE YEARS I'M ENJOYING YOUR VOICE,YOUR MUSIC AND YOUR PERFORMANCE,N KEEP ON ROCKIN....PHEWIT......u sang Aku dah bosan but bro believes me, we your fan would never ever bored of you!..........i wish SEARCH will perform at Dewan Philharmonic ,a legend like him should perform there !

hmmm back to David Foster Cd that i've won,David foster ?who's david foster ,he's the brilliant (the producers)behind the worlds biggest singers and the biggest hits namely Celine Dion,Peter Cetera ,Andrea Bocelli,Josh Groban ,Michael Buble,Barbra Streisand and many more ....there goes my morning a great gift;) from warner music and a bit sad lost opportunity to talk to abang amy search!:(

and at night i watched One In A Millions Season3(OIAM3) ,hmm nine out today ,feel sorry for him,he had a great voice too,for me all the contestant this season are very unique in their own ways and very talented Tomok with the new ways not the newboys way that i'm sorry to say i don't like (hate)it and thank god he changed!,and esther she had a very wonderful voice i had to agree that and want to know who i vote this time yeah Aweera (reminds me on AMY search)the talented rocker from Perlis ,just love his voice and performance he sang two songs tonite Gemilang and Aku dah bosan from amy search phewit....,i'm glad enough he's in top three,hope they will be no elimination on final week next friday night,would like to see Aweera performs on the final nite,gud luck and all the best AWEERA!

in remembrance of my loving dad...

hmmm what actually happen to me,lately the moment i want to write, the mood gone,gone by the wind, April 13 is my late father's birthday...how the time goes by he left me nearly nine years now,n i miss him n remember him everyday,only alfatihah the only gift that i can give him for all these years n insyaallah until my time will come.i miss u n i love you so so much the things that i can't say it loud and clear when u r around me n i regret that but deep inside my heart i love you more the words can say,might be d nature of us malaysians that is not so expressive in terms of saying out loud your love to our loved ones,whoever they are whether our family members or friends etc etc.the love that we have we only keep it inside ...so i take this opportunity to say I LOVE U N I CARE about you whoever you r(my friends ,my family etc)

talking about dad, a true man that cares ,soft spoken,even though he didn't really show his care i still feel the loves and cares that he gave to us to me n family. i'm glad he left me when i already an adult,it hurts but i am big enough to face it.i'm blessed for that...but there's an empty space in my life after he left me forever..(hmm it brings tears to my eyes now),u gave me everything ,every father should give to their children,nothing can pay it back ,n i owe u for the rest of my life..............

APAK.....adik love you very much forever n ever ,may Allah bless you,hope we will meet someday insyaallah.AL-FATIHAH.

F1 32laps due to equinox ;)

it has been so .........long .........i didn't write...hmmm ...things have been gone ups and down lately might be due to the equinox(the two times at which the sun crosses the equator and day and night are equal) there i go blaming other things he he,the connections is not ok,which i think it should be ok then...i'm out from my online connections......for a while

yesterday i started my day with usual routine n at the evening i supposed to go to watch the adrenalin rush moment F1!(free tickets babe) ,a friend of a friend got three tickets ,unfortunately my friend can't make it,so i decide not to go ......and i end up watching F1 from the comfort of my living room...:(.hmmm...,the Malaysian F1 Grand Prix this year end up with only 32laps and it was the WET one.(ha might be due to equinox too)..might be this is the hikmah for me not to go to the track this time (just to console myself actually) ..:)

the prayer

today such a happy day for me,first thing in the morning i went to the hospital,to take my mom's medicine.as usual,waiting for the bus,waiting for the no to be called and waiting n waiting,to kill the time i already bring a book with me;) reading and listening to my fav music.

later i went to the mall,it's been so long i didn't do this activity ,alone by myself ,window shopping ,window shopping? end up buying shoes ,cheap one...he he sales,clearance stock ..

then i went to the bookstore ,i stuck for almost let say the ultimate collection of celine dion cd been on that time ,it consist of nearly 20 songs and i was there for almost half or 3/4 quater of it ,n i'm so glad they play the song while i'm in my favourite place(bookstore,from one section to another) and listening to my favourite singer in the same time,i'm blessed!i'm alive;)when lah i got to buy this collection,,,

while i'm enjoying my readings n my music,suddenly there's a call in ,hmm my sister just nearby to fetch me up..end of my great and wonderful day........enjoy this song ya.

My Love-Ultimate Essential Collection


The Prayer
Andrea Bocelli & Celine Dion

I pray you'll be our eyes, and watch us where we go,
And help us to be wise, in times when we don't know
Let this be our prayer, when we lose our way
Lead us to a place, guide us with your grace
To a place where we'll be safe...

La luce che tu dai
I pray we'll find your light
Nel cuore restera
And hold it in our hearts
A ricordarci che
When stars go out each night
L'eterna stella sei

Nella mia preghiera
Let this be our prayer
Quanta fede c'e
When shadows fill our day
Lead us to a place
Guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe
Sogniamo un mondo senza piu violenza
Un mondo di giustizia e di speranza
Ognuno dia la mano al suo vicino
Simbolo di pace e di fraternita

La forza che ci dai
We ask that life be kind
E' il desiderio che
And watch us from above
Ognuno trovi amor
We hope each soul will find
Intorno e dentro a se
Another soul to love

Let this be our prayer
Let this be our prayer
Just like every child
Just like every child

Need to find a place, guide us with your grace
Give us faith so we'll be safe

E' la fede che
Hai acceso in noi
Sento che ci salvera

A blessed friday morning

Get up early this morning around 5.30 am,hmm a cold friday morning ...

Actually at 4am (it's raining)suddenly i wake up ,take my fon n starts writing notes,uhh..out of sudden the ideas come ha ha,n suddenly i'm thinking of someone that just come across my mind ,oh God!1,2 n until 18 i jot down the short notes my eyes starts to tutup again gud nite hmm gud nite ,morning already to myself and sweet dreams again 4.15 am...and when i just want to continue my dreams..........the alarm clock starts ringing.

hoping for a blessed Friday morning...;) may Allah bless me always

Recharged with Tina Turner,Oprah n Cher

I am quite free today,have time of my own to recharged,reconnect,rethink and do my readings.re apa lagi ;)And i found out how the time fly so fast when i do my readings.
Time is so precious....and no one can buy it.

I got chance to watch TV today,so after my eyes get tired readings,i watched oprah (tgk oprah depends on the topic)while my mom take her nap,the guest for today is Tina Turner and Cher,i minat both granny ni,they really cool granny,rock gila he he,true entertainer rugi tak tgk awal awal.Pergh seeing the granny perform kalah indie band full of energy,superb performance and the most important things terhibur ,feel recharged...i'm glad n i'm happy;)

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Superman -Five for fighting

I can't stand to fly I'm not that naive I'm just out to find The better part of me I'm more than a bird.I'm more than a plane More than some pretty face beside a train It's not easy to be me Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I'll never see It may sound absurd.but don't be naive Even Heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed.but won't you concede Even Heroes have the right to dream It's not easy to be me Up, up and away.away from me It's all right.You can all sleep sound tonight I'm not crazy.or anything? I can't stand to fly I'm not that naive Men weren't meant to ride With clouds between their knees I'm only a man in a silly red sheet Digging for kryptonite on this one way street Only a man in a funny red sheet Looking for special things inside of me It's not easy to be me.

the beginning..........

There's a space in my life that have not been filled,dreams are put in hold ...but i feel grateful that there's intangible things that filled it that brings happiness in my life,loving family caring friend and small things that gave colours to my life ,i'm grateful n i'm blessed

March 7,will be remembered ,this lane is created...,several people ,important people that gave me hope..and i appreciate it forever insyaallah.