hmmm what actually happen to me,lately the moment i want to write, the mood gone,gone by the wind, April 13 is my late father's birthday...how the time goes by he left me nearly nine years now,n i miss him n remember him everyday,only alfatihah the only gift that i can give him for all these years n insyaallah until my time will come.i miss u n i love you so so much the things that i can't say it loud and clear when u r around me n i regret that but deep inside my heart i love you more the words can say,might be d nature of us malaysians that is not so expressive in terms of saying out loud your love to our loved ones,whoever they are whether our family members or friends etc etc.the love that we have we only keep it inside ...so i take this opportunity to say I LOVE U N I CARE about you whoever you r(my friends ,my family etc)
talking about dad, a true man that cares ,soft spoken,even though he didn't really show his care i still feel the loves and cares that he gave to us to me n family. i'm glad he left me when i already an adult,it hurts but i am big enough to face it.i'm blessed for that...but there's an empty space in my life after he left me forever..(hmm it brings tears to my eyes now),u gave me everything ,every father should give to their children,nothing can pay it back ,n i owe u for the rest of my life..............
APAK.....adik love you very much forever n ever ,may Allah bless you,hope we will meet someday insyaallah.AL-FATIHAH.
i feel your passion for your father. my late father barely show his love to us with words and presents. But deep down I know, he loved us so much ... that he is willing to spend the rest of his life to see us happy and succeed in life... my only regret is that I am too like him ... never show my love... never say how much I love and adore him .... and I am crying as I write this comment... may Allah bless him with His forgiveness...
ReplyDeletei do feel the same just to read your comment you make me cry too,yes that's our mistake for not showing our love i still have it now,may Allah bless both our fathers insyaallah...alfatihah.
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